When we don't have much time, when everyone is just about to leave and we spend our last wonderful moments together we cannot afford ourselves to think about the future or the past or other stupid things. We just have to concentrate on the present with every feeling, ever sense of ours, have to enjoy every moment. That's what I did in the last week and I've had the time of my life, really. I just opened myself, let all doubts and bad feelings go, felt all the energies flowing between everyone and me.

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On last Wednesday (11th June) came my Mummy and Granny. They were a bit shocked by my new, seemingly ever-lasting energies and felt a bit like country folks going to the big capital. I was so so so so so happy to see them but I haven't even really realized that they are here - and they're already gone :((  

This week was so crazy, so intense, so many thing happened - I always wanted to be at least in two places at the same time but of course I cannot cut myself in two and I have to get some sleep sometimes (but it really seemed like just waste of time).

On Thursday we had a wonderfulwonderfulwonderfuuuuul Hungarian dinner at my place. Twelve people in my small room. Mummy, Granny, Emel, Lenert, Jenny, Simon, Dogucan, Steven, Helena (our new Portuguese eveser - she's really nice), Ann-Sophie (Jenny's Swedish friend), Julia (I was so happy that she came, I haven't seen her for so long). We ate tojasosnokedli :D and spinage pancake, listened to Hungarian, Turkish, Balkan and every other kind of music and had sososososososososo great time. It meant so much to me and even if I couldn' really concentrate always on my mum and gran - it was really great to feel their presence there.

On Friday we had the see u soon party of Emeltje in Stijn's restaurant. What to write about it? All the great people there, my beautiful mamatje (fortunately they weren't jelous:), long speaches (especially mine:), Sidney's touching video (but I cried just for a short while), dancing on the bar table, getting a bit drunk by palinka, wine on my angel-dress but it was washed and became OK.   

Saturday Brugge sightseeing - we went up in the tower on the Grote Markt. That was so great but a bit strange. I mean to see the place where I have been spending so much time suddenly from above.

On Sunday Emeltje left. I managed not to cry like really hysterically and actually we didn't say goodbye. It's just see you soon. Everyone was there and she was so happy. To why to be sad?

Huhuh, I write down the thing I told so many times: that whe was my first friend in Belgium. And after being so good friends we became international sisters. And in March she became my mummy. Evolution, eee? :) But definitely she's one of my best friends, my little shining star always filling me with energies and I simply cannot be sad or think about anything sad when I think of her because we just had good time, shared so much happiness and definitely we'll see each other very soon. Emeltje, if you read this - take care, I love you, mummytje! :)