Feeling home intercultural exchange with nice Belgian, Hungarian, Bosnian and Macedonian people near an amazingly beautiful lake in Macedonia. What could I write about it?

"the ambiance was graciously unforgettable" ;)

So today my Mummytje en Grannytje left ook. Everything is happening so fast I just cannot process and keep up with the things. Ma'yah, I can and I try to keep going on but it'll be good to have some relaxation. So strange - I feel completely full and completely empty in the same time. I'm sad but happy about all the wonderful things that have happened to me. I feel tired but still have some energies and ambition to go on.

And maybe most of all I'd like to process somehow, to create, to live up all the inspiration and creative energies in myself.

Yeah, all the goodbyes I was just postponing till the very last moment. But once you just have to say them. But actually... They are just see you soons. The world is a small place, we can find each other if we really want to.

I always get so easily into the nostalgic, sentimental, emotional mood, sometimes I like to cry and let myself feel the generousity of self-pity but sometimes I don't like it at all. But now - I just cannot be like that since the story hasn't ended yet. As long as I live it keeps going on and then we can always see each other again, we just have to keep in contact, hear each others voice... And live in the present - because if we always wait for something oe someone we can get really easily disappointed by the encounter and miss a lot of wonderful things which are actually happening to and around us.  

Well, what happened to me? You know, when you least expect, when you don't care, just let things go and you're just yourself then.... - you fall in love. That's the thing exactly happened to me.

When we don't have much time, when everyone is just about to leave and we spend our last wonderful moments together we cannot afford ourselves to think about the future or the past or other stupid things. We just have to concentrate on the present with every feeling, ever sense of ours, have to enjoy every moment. That's what I did in the last week and I've had the time of my life, really. I just opened myself, let all doubts and bad feelings go, felt all the energies flowing between everyone and me.